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eldritchsquidkid · 8 months ago

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this is very important and everyone needs to know:

after nearly half a year and two accidental restarts:

i have finished homestuck

•:3

#•:)#homestuck #just a few days off of 413 unfortunately #but God Damn it was an experience #i enjoyed all of it. rest assured the brainrot is extreme and the hyperfixation will last much longer probably

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loz-tearsofahomo · 1 year ago

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I was telling my dad about ao3 and he asked "But why would anyone do it if they're not being paid?" And that genuinely makes me so sad. The fact that the majority of people are told things are only worth doing if there is financial gain in it. Oh you're an artist? Artists don't make any money.

Sometimes the point isn't money. Sometimes it's just to create.

#like god damn have some joy #in my experience doing things for reasons other than money is far more rewarding or enjoyable #its literally been studied and proven that doing things for money and or superficial rewards takes the joy out of tasks #in people and other animals #anti capitalism #anti capitalist #ao3 #fanfic #fanfiction #ofc doing art for money is 100% fine and okay #its just that isnt the only reason ever for everyone #loz posts

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beebundt · 29 days ago

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two stupid losers end up on cover of vogue

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ricky-mortis · 7 months ago

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Curtwen Week Day 6: Happy Ending

#I like to believe that there is a universe where they get to grow old together #just one #look once upon a time I read a fic that had me bawling my fuckin eyes out where they get to grow old together #I do want to say that I believe in personal growth and I think that Curt can 100% have a happy ending without Owen- where he can grow #away from that experience and where he can healthily cope with the trauma he ended up with #where he can find solace in something other than alcohol and where he can find it in himself to forge new relationships and build his #connections with people like Tatiana #etc etc #I just want to make it known that this is one of many happy endings that could happen #(amongst the several sad ones that I know also exist)#ALSO I wanted to draw the old men and I do what I want #but yeah something something if the universe is infinite /ref #maybe this is a universe where the banana incident never happened and they were able to retire together #ough #the curtwen feels are really getting me today #I adore them #also I used a new brush ive been having fun with this past week #doesn’t it look cool?#I really like drawing with it and I like how it looks so #we might be seeing more of this one in the future #although 6b is still my guy #damn y’know hypothetically- if Owen (depending on the au) and Curt lived to be in their 60s (at least) they would witness the first Pride #god can you imagine that?#At the very least Curt being around for stonewall and everything that came after that with queer rights #FUCK anyways #fun fact: a group of frogs is called an army #isn’t that cute #reminds me of that one person on TikTok that raised like a thousand frogs- they had a literal army of frogs #crazy #curtwen week

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ivymarquis · 5 months ago

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Something something you’re talking to a friend who says something cringe/embarrassing/etc and say “Kate Laswell herself couldn’t waterboard that information out of me” and lo and behold who is behind you but none other than the woman the myth the legend herself

#au shes not married yet because you’re the girl #she then drowns you in that pussy AYO #*ba dum tiss*#kate laswell #kate laswell x reader #one of these days Ill finish one of my 12 projects and post something that’s not a fever induced thought experiment #i think im ovulating #ive been losing my god damn mind this week

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c-rowlesdraws · 11 months ago

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I blocked them because they called me a bitch and their blog looked like it sucked, but finally..! AT LAST... someone on god's favorite website has called me "a pronoun person". What a magical insult. Yes, I am. I am a Pronoun Person. Behold!! My pronouns. I display them for all to see and admire.

#it's the stupidest insult #also this is either god's favorite website or the website furthest from god #depending on your experience at any given time #and yes this person was commenting on that god damn mister beast post #catie talks

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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I'm sorry I let down my guard.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #xue yang #xiao xingchen #God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish #Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.#The change from “Helena don't walk away...(gentle)” to “HELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)” is fantastic.#And “Don't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fine”. Xue Yang core.#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt #and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible #He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.

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leggalese · 8 months ago

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I'm fully convinced that Feen wasn't a precious angel and was a massive brat in his own way. If he didn't get his favorite part in a play or if his artwork would get lambasted by a teacher he'd throw the most diva fit and insist how unfair the world is. He also most likely thought his peers were less talented than him and would freely butt in to critique their work only to cry foul if the same would be done to him. He was born petty.

On the right is an imagined scenario of him and Miles being study buddies. Everyone would have such a miserable time together <3.

#ace attorney #ace attorney fanart #fanart #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #feenie #bratworth #narumitsu #wrightworth #bratfeen #I both love and hate that these clowns have so many different tags #the studying is from fucking experience #there were times in college when i god damn ugly cried from sheer frustration

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fyodior · 3 months ago

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hi! while i do not consider myself a “p.roshipper” as i dislike the term, i am very much a believer of anti censorship, “ship and let ship” and letting people do whatever tf they want because it does not concern me and fiction is fiction. if i see content i dislike, i block and move on. i suggest you do the same. act like an adult, mind your business, and don’t be weird.

that being said, if you don’t like this, pls unfollow or block me bc those against this sentiment are not ones i want around me.

#i’ve been seeing “this person is a pro.shipper!” and “block these tags so they can’t find you!” nonsense and like #oh my god grow up #mind your damn business #curate your experience but leave other people alone #hope that helps 👍#my words

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qutiepai · 11 months ago

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#i love this god damn website #people are sooo normal abt trans women talking abt their experiences here #fucking hilarious that the first post is literally implying that most of this “discourse” is coming #from transfems commenting on “trans men just talking about their oppression” MY DUDE YOURE AT THE TOP OF THE TRANSMISOGYNY TAG

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discard-celestia · 5 months ago

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lestat de lioncourt - on the deer which runs faster than itself. Hélène Cixous, Stigmata / Anne Rice, The Vampire Lestat / Interview with a Vampire (2022) / Catherine Malabou, Ontology of the Accident / Czeslaw Milosz, New and Collected Poems: 1931-2001 / Louis Moe, Allegory / Ovid, Metamorphoses / Ethel Cain, Ptolomea / The Company of Wolves (1984) / Lingua Ignota, I WHO BEND THE TALL GRASSES / Hugh Parry, Ovid's Metamorphoses: Violence in a Pastoral Landscape.

#lestat de lioncourt #lestat #interview with the vampire #fascinating how thematically and psychologically intertwined these two traumatic events (wolves / magnus) are for lestat…#when nicki jokingly asks if lestat became a werewolf after his first near-death experience. like Ok.#there’s ofc this through-line of pushing beyond the limits of form when flight is no longer an option—i.e. transforming.#for characters in myth this is often salvation. their gods aiding them in their time of need #but for lestat there would be no divine intervention.#(unless you count magnus as this force. which. is another topic entirely)#the transformation isn’t the escape; it’s what he’s trying to escape from #‘knowing the only release was the birth or my own death’ —> ‘only death or radical transformation offers any release’ —> ‘the emptiness of #death and still i said No.’ and even then that’s not The End. the Wolf is dead—only you still have to walk all those miles in the snow.#also the stomach-dropping line of ‘But it was happening again.’ so fucking sickening. the admission. the futility of the effort.#as well as gabrielle expressing the Horrific pain of birthing her first child. knowing she had Eight.#it’s about surviving beyond enduring beyond living beyond dying!! even if that endurance is the very thing that damns you #cw rape #cw sa #cw animal death #tvl #the vampire lestat #iwtv #long post #web weaving

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adustoflove · 3 months ago

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I always think well if I dated a man, I wouldn't feel as insane. I wouldn't feel so awful or jealous. And then I remember why I came to the conclusion that I'm a lesbian. I just wouldn't care if it were a man. I just can't bring myself to care about men like that 😔😩😭

#personal #I've definitely been like oh hes paying attention to another girl thats a shame :((( about it like damn you were supposed to pine for me #forever and ever #but its never like I'm going to kill someone over it. I don't feel sick about it. I don't feel bone crushing sorrow #😭😔#but I feel like maybe I experience comphet a tad? because I look at cute couples like jenna and julien #or jessi and ty and wish to have that. like i want what they have so bad but also that will never be me because im gay #i wish there was more lesbian and gay rep in media #god does not LIKE ME . he said here is. bad parents who hate you. here is bpd and other undiagnosed issues #and other undiagnosed issues that were probably half the reason you felt so isolated in your high school experience. thanks to bad parents #here is 🩷 COMPHET!!!!!!!!!!@@ you're actually GAY and those boys you were crazy for? yeah . they were cute and all but thats IT #NO emotional connection!!!! none at ALL!!!!! 😍😍😍 you also don't feel sexually attracted to them either ♡#but what DO i feel for men?? just comphet? I feel something I think but its not love. its not a craving . its like #I want to be worshipped by a man and then tell him no 🩷 i want nothing to do with you but you should like me actually #??????????????????#does that make me a bad person? do I care if it does? I mean

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say-hi-intrepid-heroes · 6 months ago

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worst feeling is watching yourself start to have some of the major symptoms of your mental illness come back and not being able to do anything to stop it

#and dreading the worst ones making an appearance #cause god fucking damn it i was doing so well and then it all goes away like that #please tell me this isn't a unique experience because it feels like i've lost all progress even though this situation is #is completely out of my control #tldr it just fucking sucks and i'm angry #mental health #personal

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jackietaylorsghost · 1 year ago

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